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Yeah! Now... soon is 2009 over, the year with alot of changes!

I was reading a friends blogg :) Julie! I was gaming alot with her this summer.. wow is a great place to learn to know new ppl! but at the sametime, it takes too much time of your life. Well I was reading her blogg and it was fun, we had alot of changes both of us this year. I left my ex, which I should have done earlier, but now its done. I took the plane to England and met a great guy <3 well it didn't last for long but he is great, and will always be a good friend of mine :) I thought flying was dangerous, but what a feeling!! Now I want to travel all around the world! I noticed that I still have alot of nice friends around me <3 Thanks for all the support you all gave me this autumn.
It have been many smiles and alot of tears this year :)

I know that next year will be awsome! I will build my home up, travel around in Sweden to see my family and friends, and go to Norway to see a friend, hopefully two :P Julie, is it far to go to you from Oslo?
I will have atleast one vaccation in the sun with my friends :)

Gaaah! I already look forward to everything :)

Happy new year and take care of you!!

time to go to work :P

Oh, 7 hours by train to get home... 7 hours of doing nothing. I'm happy to have my laptop with me :) and I bought a new show with Ricky, Steve and Karl. I will listen to it later, when I feel more dizzy :P I got my plaster on today as well, I'm starting to feel tired now... and dry. But it's worth it! There is nothing worse then to feel sick and throw up.
I open the paper before I started to blogg, it was the paper of Gothenburg and they were writing about alot trains that can't get into Gothenburg... so I'm a bit worried... hopefully I will get home today in 7 hours, and not tomorrow or tonight. I want home.. I want my bed :)
I had a nice time with my family in Hudiksvall. Alot of snow! But they have a warm and cosy home, it's so wonderful to not freeze 24/7..
I have been looking around for a TV and a xbox, and I think I will go and see if I can find anything nice tomorrow at the sale. I really need a TV :) a big one...

ouch! It have been a week since last time :( so so sorry! but I have been working and just chilling, nothing have happen the last days. Right  now I'm on the train to Västerås, it's the city where my father lives. Where I'm borned and lived tha last years before I moved to Gothenburg. I miss the place sometimes because I miss my friends. Well, when I get to Västerås me and my dad will go by car to Hudiksvall to my sister and her family and spend chirstmas there. It will only be a few days for me before I'm on the train home again. Hopefully I can be more on the internet on the way home. Today I only got between 1 and 2 whours before my powersupply will die :( but it's better then nothing.

Julie, is it really a good time? I will do it better next time then :P I know what I will buy when I get home, I will buy a rope so I can jump with it when I'm home :D it will be so much fun. And I would like to have more weights so I can get stronger at home. only got two weights with 2 kg each.

Amanda, ja visst är det kul med engelska :P och tack för komplimangen, jag försöker bli bättre hela tiden, men jag vet att jag inte är  så duktigt gramatiskt. Det blir bättre och bättre dock :) Kul att du kikade förbi vännen!

.. I have been really bad to update my blogg :( Sorry... I have been ill, been in my bed most of the time. I have finaly got my curtains shorter. I had to iron them up with some kind of glue. My iron is not the best, but it was good two times, because I did wrong twice.. :P I turned the material inside out! and I managed to burn myself on the iron.. but now, it looks alot better then before. I will show some pictures tomorrow :)
I was to the gym yesterday, was only running on a machine.. but it went much better then the first time. 5 km in 35 minutes :) I know its slow, but I haven't been running for over a year, or jogging. I will get better. I need to find some good tunes to listen to when I'm there. Any tips?

Why? I have a whole weekend to do what ever I want, and I catch a fever... Well a good reason to stay in bed all weekend.

I see I got around 4-5 ppl that reads my blogg everyday :) It's fun to know I got a few friends reading, but is it worth to write this in english? How many of you doesn't understand swedish? :)

I like it in one way, I get my daily practise, but I can't express myself as good as I want to sometimes. If I know that some foreign friends or family is reading then I continue, otherwise... I will go back to swedish :) I don't really need my practise as much as before. My plans of moving to UK have faded away a bit.. I'm not in a hurry :) If me and him would still be together, then I would like to move in 6 months, but now... I don't know. I would like to get a drivers license, and just save money so I can do what ever I want later on in life. I got a good job and I really like my colleagues.
I guess I need to learn to be alone and enjoy life :) Which I haven't done for a few years...

There is so much I want to do in my life, where to start?

It feels nice to be back to work, to see some ppl and to be social. I was to the gym yesterday and learned me to use some of the machines, and today I feel very sore! My back and my shoulders... haha, I will try to go there tomorrow again when I wake up. Run a bit and then work some on my arms. I really like the ppl who works there, they are very nice and polite. It makes a big difference if they are or not, if they wouldn't be as nice as they are, I propably wouldn't like the place.

On monday I have to go shopping and prepare for the party on Tuesday :)

It's pretty hard to explain what Ullared is for someone who haven't seen it. The best way is: Cheap and crappy thing, in a big big store! Well I'm going there today, gonna buy some thing I need for my home. Like hairdryer, fryingpan, mop so I can wash my floor, glasses... but I need so much more :) I will try to not buy too much since my money doesn't wanna stay in my pockets for some reason.

I still got that feeling in my stomach... I miss him, but when I start to think that I haven't lost him it feels better :) and when I don't think at all it gets back. This is only when I'm home alone. So I will try to spend time with friends so I don't need to be alone right now. Wow doesn't really make it easier :) Most stuff reminds me of my troll :) But it will get better, everyday a littlebit better

I haven't been writing for a few days. I was out on Saturday and had a bad hung over on Sunday :) Always reminds me why I shouldn't drink at all. But I had fun, I was dancing alot at my favourite place.

Yesterday me and the guy from England decided it will be best to just stay friends. He lives too far away and it will not work in the end. I like him alot and it will only break me to have a boyfriend so far away. I was very sad yesterday, but today it feels better. Everything happens for a reason, and if it's ment to be him and me then it will show in the future, but right now it's not the way to be. I like him alot as a person and I will keep on seeing him as a friend.

I started to play wow again yesterday, I have to clear my mind now and that is a good way to do it :) And it was fun to talk to everyone again.